I have a section in my brain where all the crazy thoughts go and spin around faster and faster. It looks exactly like this
I have responsibly roped off this area with bright yellow police tape, and have forbidden myself to go in there when I’m lonely, hungry, tired, upset…. anything but perfectly well adjusted and zen like, which translates to…. let me think… oh right, never.
Somehow today I magically transported myself into the hamster wheel zone. Not my best work. It has been unfun. I have been what you might call “unenlightened”, or if you were being more direct “Bat-Shite Crazy”.
and, I didn’t have a snickers bar.
confession – I don’t like snickers bars.
question – does this doom me to a lifetime of being ‘not myself’?
I did have a nap, cookies, and talked things over with Fezzik, until he had to chase a squirrel. That’s as close as I get to a Snickers.